[perfect by nature/icons of self indulgence]

rich in vitamins?

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sat, 17 Apr 2004 13:00:10 GMT

/hello/how was your day?/

to put it mildly: GHASTLY (www.simoncowell.com;i know)
howells, u learn something new everyday.

on the bright side|:
the tkss band superultramajor rawks(!)
they're like so power and all.just WOWOWOWOWOW.
WOW.just WOW. :]
i haave to watch finals man.olevels or no olevels.

uhoh shit i just like restarted the PC juznow when my brother(god he's back again) left the pc on with all his downloads going on. *melts. ok i should hurry up sleep so that he can't like slam me or anything.

whaat a day.everything seems to enjoy being screwed just for my sake so yeah. thankewverymuch.grr.

(my contacts are also being fucks.ouch)

/ there's only ONE thing that will cheer me up. but like thats going to happen.not today or ever no. /

:[

the name of my band.wee.i=lovethizsong.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Fri, 09 Apr 2004 11:45:26 GMT

hmm.well la dee da.
today feels like a sunday xept they're showing crap on TV. total utter crap, i swear.

i woke up at around 10(comfortably/as i slept on a bed for a change/) then i chilled with my book and did crap with my radio[a failed attempt to make it stereo sound thankew very much] and what not and finally sat down n studied at 11:30+/-

yep. so i just finished pouring my heart and sould. (err) into chemistry. ok so :no, mole is not my best buddy ol pal but atleast i can get SOME of the concepts :/. i tried, my friends, i did. and i so don't feel like social studies-ing any time soon/. maybe while watching survivor.

so my brother came back from one and a half weeks of NS yesterday night and then went back today, just now.(!!) and the point of coming back is?

he nearly slammed me for changing the wallpaper to spongebob squarepants tho'

"are you crazy?". it was quite NICE whaaaat.

and i am in currently dieing conversation with mrs kingshaw. wee*

angels brought me here/.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sat, 27 Mar 2004 12:00:08 GMT

had a bad day.yeah my mood's totally gone so,:|

hmm. lesee it started out as fuckily as it could get. i woke up. i had a crampy feelin in my stomach. true enough i had like severe cramps during band.

amaths: - NIL -
physics: - NIL -

then mom came to meet mrs cheong and ms lui.
i swear mrs cheong is one hell of a devil. but it all comes down to one thing : MY FUCKIN FAULT. so yeah. ms lui was as bad/slightly better.but ah iono.

excuse me while i feel low and depressed. everything that is happening now is the consequence of my actions. i'm sorry/help.

how the hell am i supposed to go jc like this i don't know.my mom dint say nothing but i can just see it in her eyes lah.

i swear there is no fuckin hope for me. every test i take i screw it up. everything i do i don't do well. hi tasneem, you're a total fuckin failure.wee.*

you think i'm okay. i'm not. you think i'm fine. inside i'm crushed. you think i'm smiling. i've never felt worst.

shit sorry. but i've never felt like a such a loserfied loser before./

/Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try/

*man, i <3 this song.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sat, 20 Mar 2004 12:53:51 GMT

i'm sorry but you wouldn't know how it feels so yeah. just skip this.

wee*guess what. my fuckin family has gone out to eat dinner without me. so yeah. so what if i was asleep dammit.grrr. you could at least WAKE ME UP and tell me that you're going out. so i won't have to fuckin wake up to a fucked up EMPTY house. WTF!! you BLOODY knew i haven eat dinner yet but. AH fuck it lah. such fucks.

anywae. i just woke up to a fresh new empty house so alls cool. hmm other than the fact that took in 100 gallons of fart todae during combine - because someone*iono who* kept on farting in the 2nd row or something, nothing interesting happened.

ah yes. life can never be peaceful.
one dissapointment here, one fucked up family there. it all adds up.

:]

[are u gonna be my girl]

teerockz@hotmail.com — Fri, 19 Mar 2004 07:24:06 GMT

shit am i online to excessively or something. eep.

hmm k so i left for school early this mornin for the financial crap with a heavy negative gloomy mindset. cuz i was SO sleepy. but it turned out cooler that i thought it would be. the board game just rocked *yes it did*

but then i had to end up in a group with the *drumroll* ~~guiness book of world records; record holder for the most irritating person alive with all 5 senses working ( or something ).~~ and she was called limxian.(i thinks) yeah so. WHAT THE HELL IS HER PROBLEM iono but. yeah. i had severe high blood pressure for a few distinct mo's here and there u'noe.*breathes*

annywae i dropped off raf's books at the library[totally out of pure kindness and community spirit if you must know] and swooshed home.

ooh wee. and ofcourse sometimes i just don't get how ppl can just be so freakin decietful and ACT like they CARE.i know anywae. i KNOW.

/w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r/

ooh wee :]

teerockz@hotmail.com — Tue, 16 Mar 2004 10:04:15 GMT

i have so not been studying.buut yeah. dies
went for ann's lessons today;
vodkagirl/sheena did not come. that rat. she said she was coming.

<< lotsa on you owns to do >>

oh yah there went for the chalet yesterday;and as usual i couldn't find my father in the carpark. but thanks to raf and kasty :]

and on this fine tuesdayy /.
went to eat at magic wok *finally!* with them and then we went cycling *itsbeenages.com* and yeah now i am at home. with a dead layout as usual.
i need a server man. NOW;

and i shall proceed to do my homework soon.after chillin with the idols and more photoshop.i wanna post the sentosa pics but i have NO WHERE TO UPLOAD THE SHIT SO.

anyhoots today got incredible tales. yes i'm being a pimp but it supposed to be true riite?

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sat, 24 Jan 2004 12:09:56 GMT

wow. its still raining.
somehow my back still aches but alls cool.

i think i gonna change journal. power2rockme = lame i noe so yeah
its gonna be elephunked

u can start by adding me actually :]

life sucks when you still have the same amount of homework to do after 4 freaky days.
yup;its definetly sucks.

oww.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Fri, 23 Jan 2004 09:40:35 GMT

okay.i nearly passed away during the 3-5 period.
it was another episode of cramps and more cramps. i seriously thought i was going to die. and i had only one panadol menstrual left.[i faintly remember giving shy one when she accused me of stealing her wallet].

there is no one month when i'm spared all this shit. and i had to fake being well and okay incase my mother became suspicious and stuffed me with brands/milo.with.raw.egg(its a new thing*)

AND my brother was being a dick during lunch. he stole our hotdogs using diversions like "eh look behind you!" and then when i turned he popped my hotdog into his mouth.whaat only.

wokay here come's the milo.

guilty as charged/

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sun, 04 Jan 2004 10:58:34 GMT

err.i feel drained.i tried finishing the holiday homework in a weekend and now i feel sick to the core. maths maths maths. i mean this is probably ms lui's kinda thing - to just sit and chill out with a ten year series but i. can't.take.it. i still[after everything;torture and all]have the EMATH textbook stuff and AMATH (*left some blanks here and there)grrr. she's is so going to drown me in a pool or something. haha and then i'll be the next DARKWATER freak to haunt you or something :S /drained-/

then we still have the history project; but thankfully i don't thinks anyone other than ole pythagoras or wendy or whoever that did do anything did much so yeah. and is hamidah a witch slash maid? she looks ratty so i think kelly would have made a better option even though he tends to get bitchy at intervals of 5-10 minutes or so;

okay i sacrificed :thats life! and :higher ground today for :NOTHING. i just like stoned and sidetracted for god knows how long./hate school-/

and there's band tomorow?[help]

so i have a new fizz and chem tuition teacher. starting saturday. that means i have four days of tuition. but maybe that's good cuz - the crybaby is teaching us physics. *wee.

i'll be gay and watch singapore's brainiest taxi driver. i'm so in the mood.

shweet:

teerockz@hotmail.com — Thu, 01 Jan 2004 13:10:40 GMT

[my sister is the biggest. GRRR. i hate her to the ---ckin CORE. AHH.diediedieDIE!]

okie so tomorow is the start of school so i probably will not be allowed to use the pc yada yada. sigh.

i tried helping my layout heal but it still sucks much and will die soon. BUT i did manage to watch and download a max number of 5 movies and all the smallville and gilmore girls humanely possible in the short span of one and a half weeks so yeah i'm pretty pretty much accomplished. for now.

as my final farewell to the PC(my life) i burnt a hastily summed up CD. songs are okay; but imesh took years.

so here's the thing :
1/pls let me be able to cope
2/pls let me pass everything. MOST things
3/ ~~pls let me~~ pls let ms lui have eye disease.or something
4/pls let me survive the O's

wokay.bubye-
*peace.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Tue, 30 Dec 2003 10:01:56 GMT

oh yeah and for the quadratic crap
i think it its maybe :(X+1)(X-4)
: then you expand and compare the coefficients and what not

at least that's what my brother barely explained. buut i ono.

don't turn your back on me. i won't be ignored

teerockz@hotmail.com — Mon, 29 Dec 2003 07:42:20 GMT

[o.9][i took what i hated and made it a part of me]

helP:
the quadratic equation {blah..........} has roots -1 and 4. what does that mean?sorry i forgot but then, everything has been hazy. i whipped the handy dandy maths notebook but i still have no idea :S so i should substitute in X=-1 or ..?

[i still hate the aspect of having to go back to school]

okae so everyone else sucked so i died in my room and studied a bit. mmm woke up just in time to watch jamie's kitchen and then got sent back by the hairdresser to come tomorow cuz it was too crowded or something.feesh; i thought you're supposed to welcome customers not drive them away.

this is just not my day and everything is cocking up on me. grr.

be right back. or not.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Thu, 18 Dec 2003 13:26:01 GMT

aha. i just finished wipping up a blog (stolenskin.org)
its : www.tearsforfears.blogspot.com
:]

huikoon suckx

teerockz@hotmail.com — Thu, 18 Dec 2003 07:12:40 GMT

anywae. at pamela's house now
jocelyn,xiuyu,pamela,huikoon and me.

swing swing swing

teerockz@hotmail.com — Wed, 17 Dec 2003 06:53:23 GMT

help.
if you're chemically inclined at the moment:

1.what the hell is chlorination
2.what is a water-cooled condenser
3.which has a faster average speed? nitrogen or carbon dioxide. nitrogen?

kae that was useless.i still have no blog username.grr.

the first cut is the deepest

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sun, 14 Dec 2003 08:51:14 GMT

kae. it looks like my pc is quite fixed.
just when the hols are reaching the :time to study periods.
ah well.

and my hotmail account is terminated?

:O

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sun, 09 Nov 2003 08:36:41 GMT

i woke up and there sat my brother using the PC.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Mon, 08 Sep 2003 07:48:01 GMT

i fuckin hate my sister.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Fri, 29 Aug 2003 05:42:28 GMT

bck.
waiting for god noes wo else.
so.

why am i here?

pathetic.
//helphelphelp//

bounce,bounce

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sat, 23 Aug 2003 11:06:40 GMT

kae everyone has gone out.(so i am sneaking)

since my freakin mouth hurts like hell i just was exempted from wadever function.
i just havta eat the overcooked maggi mee again.
my braces are fuckin killin me; couldn't play the clarinet todae so i just went home after HTL ah.

and this pc is purposely having slow internet access.
i'm just hoping i have a blank CD.pleeese.

kae the dance thingie just now was not too bad but we only have 30 seconds so.
i felt gay the whole time but iono it was okay. my teeth were not killin me either. : )
kae ness i better hurry up think of songs to download.

{D hates A.}{A thinks}{oops.}

teerockz@hotmail.com — Thu, 21 Aug 2003 10:13:53 GMT

kae.
hi!
hihihihihi!

in tamil class.
umar pulavar night is causing us a whole lotta trouble.

oh yup.
IF mo ever reads this: i think D hates A.forever.urgh

kae now life sucks more than it did last thursdae.
manju is on the way
bye.
help me if u can.
*dies*

teerockz@hotmail.com — Wed, 30 Apr 2003 12:33:57 GMT

ah yes. sugababes.old but nice.

I live my life in chains
Got my hands in chains
But I can't stick with the cards I got with a deal like this
I must insist that a girl's got more to do
Than be the way you think a woman should
I've taken it into my own hands
In this man's land
I can understand why I'm taking command
Had enough of stuff
And now it's time to think about me

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second and a day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

I've always played it safe
Nothing's ever safe
Give me the courage to back my own convictions
Every desicion I made
I paid it back and more
I turn the cards and let them fall to me
Cuz I don't need to play on with the hand that they have given me
I give it back cuz it's not the way it has to be

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second and a day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

That's not the shape
The shape of my heart
My heart
That's not the shape of my heart

And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second and a day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And you can easily gamble your life away
Second after second and a day by day
You play the game or you walk away
It's a new turn on a blue day
And a cool deal of life for me
And it's all good

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape
Shape of my heart

HISTORYFIED.

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sun, 27 Apr 2003 10:45:41 GMT

fuckness.i have 2 plus more bloody fuckin chapters left to study for history.
like freaakin shit.
shouldn't be online but i seriously can't take it. been studyin//not workin for hours.pft.

but one thing i'm most certain about is that WW birch was a scandal.

s'been a fucked up day as u can see.

frankly i hope my sister just fuckin disappears.
she's a pure pain.

kaeness. i've got this figured out: i'll type out what fuckin crap i know bout the british administration into word AND surf at the same time.

beans.

[searching for a sign. that's never going to-arrive.at.my.doorsteps.]

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2003 10:50:26 GMT

grunt.reaper.
i deleted it.

eye hurts.ripriprip.

-i feel like such a fool - theres nothing i can do-

teerockz@hotmail.com — Sun, 20 Apr 2003 09:45:11 GMT

freeps.
hanywhays,(this is gay). buut i'm starting to find some
beyblade episodes nice.
*the things that happen to me when my sister is in control of the goddamn remote*

did the chores.
studied.
i think i managed a bit of coordinate geometry atleast. =)

*pause*
evidently someones in a bad mood.

mmm oh yeah then i chilled with the tamil homework; though i accomplished nothings. :S

there's gilmore girls today,i sense.
thirrssttyy.